Wednesday, March 15, 2006

Have you ever had that flutter of a moment when you analyse yourself in your situation on planet earth? Wonder what it is that makes you YOU and why exactly your there? Not just “there” in the sense that you are on your way into town or to the supermarket, or wherever, but why you are on “planet earth,” something that suddenly becomes somewhat of an alien concept. You analyse everything, your sex, your age, your appearance, your location in an extremely broad sense, and even your social position, all in a flutter of a moment. What even more weird is that you realise that there are billions of these other creatures like you in many respects too! I have to say when this happens it makes me nauseous! I literally have to stop my mind wondering, to visualising myself on this massive rock suspended in the unknown! Letting my imagination run further than this, with imagining what is beyond that. I know this is a theme that us as human being have been fascinated for years but I have to say when it comes at a moment you least expected it not only leaves me seriously perplexed but in need of help in regaining my composure! Then I just carry on in my little life and being this concept of “me”…

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