I am not here:

Heart-broken overflow at
4:30 AM,
Looking through old texts on my phone for any sign of affection;
Still know your password and you know my PIN -
A technological mythological match,
Made devine by fooling ourselves...silly us!

I am not here though,
I live in a bubble,
A sad river of thoughts under-pinning all my movements;

I am not here,
A pathetic ghost,
A watery vapour of my former self.

I sit in the bathroom at night,
Confused with scissors;
It's 4:30 AM
& the pain won't go away;
It's 4:30 AM
& the darkness might stretch on forever;

I am not here,
I am not anywhere else.